urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you you feed on my heart let the romance bleed away 2005-01-07T22:41:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:5027 2005-01-07T22:41:57Z 2005-01-07T22:41:57Z Today i think has been the worst friday ever!!. Everyones doing stuff and no ones around. grrrrrr In school i had a math test i think i got all of like 2 problems right so im gonna get another f in math oh well. So i get to sit in my (lovely) agghhh house all day woo hoo how excited am i. maybe may saturday will be better? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:4850 2004-12-19T07:59:03Z 2004-12-19T07:59:03Z today i coulda went to a really cool show but i went to a fam x-mas party ehhh oh well. I got a cool prezientay, so now andrayas over (shes a bitch) hahaha shes sitting right next to me thats why i said that, we saw like green glowing lights in the cemetary and andraya was scared like a "lil bitch" i have no shirt on she poking me........ make it stop<br />(whisper) shes laughing like the pilsbury dough boy oh yeah at my aunts we had a shrimp fight we were throwing shrimp all over the house me , andraya , kyle (who was a little fag and started crying), kesa it was fun ..............................MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! does anyone out there measure their penis-andraya urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:4417 2004-12-09T01:30:35Z 2004-12-09T01:30:35Z Yeah today went to school recieved bullshyte from people came home got more bullshyte from people <br /><br />*school sucks*<br /> *people suck*<br /><br />tomorrow ill get up and repeat the process day after day after day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:4227 2004-11-19T01:34:43Z 2004-11-19T01:34:43Z ** I cant say i blame you but i wish that i could im sick of writing every song about you** urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:3871 2004-11-15T03:03:59Z 2004-11-15T03:03:59Z FRIDAY-went to gaby's hung around for while there waiting for her to get back fomr work with her mom, with brett chris and emily when she got back we were all sleeping in emilys room hahahaha dont ask why so we hung around there for a while and then we went to joes to get him and on the way we had great fun and on the way back also we had snowball fight.<br /><br />SATURDAY- i went to jacqui's party and at the beginning of the night it kinda sucked but got better as it went along. i ended up sleeping there but i wasnt suppose to so i got grounded bt i really dont care cause im gonna get grounded when report cards come out anyway people are going to forget what i look like hahahahahaha no ones ever gonna see me anymore haha. we didnt get to sleep until 6 in the morning so i slept all day today yeah so thats my weekend ttyl urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:3597 2004-11-11T04:51:21Z 2004-11-11T05:02:07Z for 3 short hours and<br />4 long days i still wait here for you<br />at the spot where we use to lay<br />with your hand upon my chest<br />and your eyes locked in mine<br />and we had it all<br /> but its all gone<br />down hill from here<br />i remember those summer nights when we would watch the stars<br />and when you had your hand in mine<br />the smile upon my face<br />now thats all been wiped away<br />wed sit on the swings at the park down the street and talk<br />all night and well into the morning<br />well for 3 short hours and<br />4 long days i still wait here for you<br />(but your not showing)-back vocals<br />in the spot where we use to lay<br />with your hand on my chest and your eyes locked in mine<br />and you ripped my heart from my chest<br />well you said<br />that you loved me<br />but you were joking right?<br />well for 3 short hours and 4 fucking long days<br />i sit and wait for you<br />in the spot where we use to lay <br />with your upon my chestjust for 3 short hours and forever more years i still wait here for you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:3422 2004-11-10T02:25:09Z 2004-11-10T02:25:09Z senses fail *slow song* can you tell me who i am and what im all about<br />can you help me find my self<br />where she left me<br />its a dark cold place<br />im all alone out there<br />no one around<br />but the stars<br />to give me light<br />and no one to catch my tears but the cold hard ground<br />i face the truth<br />thats prolonged itself infront of<br />my open but so blind eyes<br />ill never find my self when im burried<br />so deep inside your head<br />and when it comes to you and me <br />will you remember me<br />cause ill remember you<br />can you tell me who i am and what im all about<br />maybe once <br />when we were holding hands you knew me<br />but things have changed<br />maybe for the better<br />better or the worse<br />we will never know<br />because you have forgotten me<br />you left me alone out here<br />no one to catch all my tears but the cold hard ground<br />and when i scream and no one answers<br />that gun looks better everyday urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:3289 2004-11-07T20:25:23Z 2004-11-07T20:25:23Z i really need a job hey any ladies out there need a male hooker just call me up hahaha but seriously i NEED a job becasue i need money becasue i want things grrrr everything should just be free in the world yeah that would be much better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:3032 2004-11-07T04:54:27Z 2004-11-07T04:54:27Z Today was ok, i slept in till like 10:30 11 then went to gabys around like 1? i dunno, me her chris emily and brett went to the mall i got a hatebreed patch for my bag and also a the crow patch and a taking back sunday sticker for my guitar. When we got back from the mall joe was abble to hang with us YAY!!!! (joe is the man), we went to joes house and hung around for a while then back to gaby's and i got home around 11 so it was on ak day. ttyl urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:2813 2004-11-06T05:59:21Z 2004-11-06T05:59:21Z Yeah its like 1 in the morning im extremely bored not really tired but i have to get off so yeah (pointless update) bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:2425 2004-11-06T04:29:51Z 2004-11-06T04:31:19Z senses fail *bloody romance* So me and gaby started our band finally and we didnt even mean to lol i just brought over my guitar and she played the drums and we wrote a song that was pretty rad so were gonna start having band practices, so i hung out with gaby brett chris and his cousin at gaby's twas fun. So glad its the weekend. Band practice tomorrow!!!! awesome i can finally say i have band practice lol talk to you guys later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:2102 2004-11-05T02:57:10Z 2004-11-05T02:57:10Z i just realised that i look extremely fat in that icon picture but im not its cause my arms up and im wearing my hoodie grrrrrrr nothing ever works out!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:1850 2004-11-05T02:52:27Z 2004-11-05T02:52:27Z Today was good,i went to gabys after school and we hung for a while then we went to east boston for some kick ass dessert it was awesome stuff. Like the icon? gaby took that picture of me today i like it tis cooio, ttyl PEACE!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:1699 2004-11-03T21:33:06Z 2004-11-03T21:33:06Z School sucked but when doesnt school suck? tonight i have to go to the banquet for rotc for the marine corps birthday woo hoo so fun (not) but i have to go, the only good thing is that we didnt have to do pt today (physical training) ad today wasnt a uniform day for rotc. Bush won but i really dont care politics are stupid.....what ever im not in a good mood right now as you may be able to tell so ill update later maybe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:1446 2004-11-02T14:58:45Z 2004-11-02T14:58:45Z I didnt go to school today because its a half day and i didnt feel like going so i got to sleep in wooo hoooooo, hey gaby...............BOOGEYMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:1123 2004-10-31T03:20:59Z 2004-10-31T03:20:59Z The Haunted "all against all" Humans are so predictable. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:848 2004-10-30T23:32:04Z 2004-10-30T23:32:04Z Tomorrow is halloween,awesome, me joe gaby emily brett stephanie i think brett and i think chris are going to see saw. After we see saw were going "trick or treating" well some of us are others are throwing things at people hehehehehehehehehe hey why not do both get a shit load of candy (for free) and trouble haha. yeah ive had a boring day so ill update later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:686 2004-10-30T14:58:22Z 2004-10-30T14:58:22Z I hate waking up grrrrrrr, well today so far i have no plans and since i have no life ill probably have no plans for the rest of the day. Im being forced to go to school on monday after halloween thats not gonna be pretty. Last night was fun i went to the mall with emily joe and gaby i bought a patch and earings casue thats all i had enough money for lol, and i will continue to kepp adding more and more patches to my H I M hoodie until it has everyband that i listen to on it. well guess ill update later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cani_keep_you:291 2004-10-30T03:50:08Z 2004-10-30T03:50:08Z Yeah, i just created this journal, i was on live journal before but i left, and its been like umm....a long time since ive done it again. so yeah in just going around adding people if you dont want to be on my friends list just ask me to take you off.